Born Helen McConnochie 1919
Everybody in the seaside towns of Stevenston and
Saltcoats used to call the munition factory of Ardeer "The Dynamite". I
don’t know how they refer to it now, because it hardly exists. Passing by
in the train coming from Largs, and looking out of the window, you are
surprised to see the tall chimneys are all gone, and the cooling towers
and cordite huts are all away.
When WW2 broke out, I was a happy-go-lucky girl of 19,
travelling into my job in Paisley, as a letterpress feeder every day by
train from Beith (North). This tranquil way of life was soon to change,
because everybody was being called up, to help the war effort. My sister
May had already got herself a job at Ardeer, and purported to like it, so
she used her influence on me to give up my work in Paisley, and join her
down there in Stevenston. Which I did. But only because I thought she and
I would be working together, and we would be good company for each other.
That never happened, because it turned out to be Company policy not to let
two sisters work together, in case of a fatal accident. So, while May was
in a job at the Centrificles which she enjoyed, hard work though it was, I
found myself on the cordite huts at New Hill, and right from the start I
didn’t like it. We were 12 girls to a hut, and our job was to blend the
sticks of cordite, walking round and round the huge boxes called blenders,
lifting a few sticks from each, and depositing them all in the end
blender. The fumes and the peppery smell of the cordite when the doors of
the hut were closed, made you very drowsy, and it was worst of all on the
night shift, when big black shutters were put up on the windows, so that
not a chink of light could be seen from the air. None of us liked the
night shift. When the harvest moon was in the sky, we felt that the German
planes had the advantage. And one night it happened. It was actually on
the night that Clydebank was bombed, and the planes were making their way
over the factory (Ardeer). We heard the heavy droning of the engines, as
we walked round the blenders, but we weren’t allowed to leave our posts to
seek shelter until the air raid siren sounded, and in this case it never
did, because our anti-aircraft guns opened up, and I heard that later the
last two German planes detached themselves from the pack — turned, and
came back, knowing they were onto something. Later, sitting in our
underground shelter, it was a night of mind-numbing horror. For hours on
end we heard the scream of the bombs descending, and when this happened
you leaned forward on your bench because the corrugated iron shelter
rattled back and forward and would in itself have caused you an injury. To
begin with, all the women sang war time songs "Roll Out The Barrel",
"Bluebirds Over The White Cliffs Of Dover", stupid songs which irritated
me, because indeed it was a nerve shattering situation we were in — but
the singing all stopped when an incendiary bomb rattled down the steps of
the hut and made its flaming way right in among us. Some people threw — or
tried to throw — sandbags on top of it, but the hero of the hour was an
old inspector who actually got rid of it by kicking it out. Then word came
in to us that a barrage balloon was on fire. Horrors! We were so near the
TNT plant that the mind boggled as to the damage it could cause. And yet,
nearly everybody trooped up the steps and out into the open, to stand and
watch that balloon falling in pieces to the ground. It was a miracle
nobody was killed that night, or even hurt. Two unexploded bombs were
found the next day on the seashore at Stevenston — 2 duds, and
subsequently they were put on display (Admission sixpence to view them) by
the Red Cross at the gates of the Ardeer. I was sorry I had gone into see
them, as up until then I had imagined bombs to be quite small, but these
were massive.
When the all clear sounded that morning, we were all
glad to get out of the shelter which had served us so well, and when we
went to our hut to retrieve our outdoor clothes which we’d left hanging in
the porch, we found our cordite hut smouldering, and we had lost all
pieces of clothing, because the hut had got a direct hit. Later they all
claimed for what they had lost, and got new clothes. I didn’t bother. Two
nights after the air raid, Lord Haw Haw claimed on the wireless "We know
what lies behind the Arran Hills. ARDIR (he called it ARDIR). We’ll be
back".
But they never came back.
And so our lives continued on a more even keel, and it
wasn’t all doom and gloom. I look back on those days and sometimes smile
at the memories. One of the girls who worked beside me was May Wilson (I
have changed her name) who lived in Lochwinnoch, and who was known to our
family. She presented herself as very demure and modest in the village,
and indeed my mother used to say to me "Try and be demure and lady-like
like May Wilson".
Well, I got to see a different side to this young lady
in the factory. The men whose job it was to be runners (pushing bogies
outside, loaded with cordite) used to come into our hut on the night shift
when their runs were finished and they would get an hour’s sleep at the
end of the hut on the re-work bags. May took great delight, when they were
fast asleep, to slip up there, and OPEN THEIR TROUSER BUTTONS, thereby
exposing their privates to all and sundry. It only happened a couple of
times. These two men stopped coming in.
We were a mixed bunch — 23 women from all different
parts of the country, but the war was a great leveller and we all got on
fine. May Wilson amused us and irritated us by turns. She had a very low
boredom level, as they say nowadays, and on the back shift (3-11) she used
to get fed up, and sometimes she would say "och, I’m away to get a Pass
Out, to go to the Ardeer Rec". This was the dancing. It was almost
impossible to get a Pass Out — once you were in, you were in, and it
entailed paying a visit to wee Cocky Roberston, the Chemist, in his office
along the line. He was the Head Lad, and so important you nearly had to
touch your forelock when you met him. And so we would all tell The Fed Up
One that she had no chance at all of getting her Pass Out, but over her
shoulder, on her way out, she would call "Well just wait and see". And
sure enough, maybe half an hour later, she would come back laughing, and
triumphantly waving the precious Pass Out, with everybody asking what
she’d had to do in the Office to get it. Ribald laughter and dirty
suggestions would follow her retreating figure down the line to the
railway station, and a good night at the Recreation Hall.
Mrs Cameron was another of our fellow workers, a
different type altogether. If you kept in with her, she would bring you
yards of lace, because her husband was an undertaker and this was what he
used to line the coffins with. I myself got enough to stitch the hem of
two petticoats, and I felt as if I had won a watch.
Ruth was older than all of us, a real lady, and working
in the factory in order to gain experience to write a book. Rumour had it
she wasn’t interested in the money, and that she gave it to charity. I
knew this to be true, because walking behind her one day I saw her drop
her unopened pay packet into one of the big boxes just inside the gates of
Ardeer, which was there to collect money for the war effort. Her husband
was a Captain at sea, and she never really mixed with the rest of us, or
told us her business, but I remember her confiding in me that her husband
told her that when his ship was in action against the enemy, our guns
back-fired, and this was because the cordite hadn’t been evenly blended.
This was a practice that I detested, that the girls in all the huts had
got into. We were making our own pay — the more you produced at the end of
the week, the better your wages — it was called the BEDOIS system, and had
something to do with a Frenchman.
We were all given wooden contraptions that fitted onto
our right hands, and this opened to lift about six sticks of cordite from
each blender, thus giving an even blend. But because they were on
‘piecework’ this method proved too slow for them, and when they knew there
were no inspectors about to see what they were doing, they lifted great
bundles of cordite, and just dumped it into the end blender. Ruth told me
that when the guns back-fired they could kill a man. Doesn’t bear thinking
about.
At the beginning of each shift, the foreman would visit
each of the huts, and decide where the labour was to go. If he was short
of bogey runners for instance, he would just pick out the required number
and tell you to go and get equipped with the proper clothing for the job —
big coarse navy blue fire-resistant trousers which rub your legs raw when
they touched, and big Charlie Chaplin boots. I only had the ‘pleasure’
once, of being picked — me and another girl, and it was on the night
shift, so it was really a mixed blessing, as I didn’t fancy the idea of a
possible air raid. Well, that didn’t happen, but that night I did have an
unfortunate experience.
With the passage of time, I forget what we were
delivering that night on our bogey, but I remember that we were being sent
to another part of the plant, maybe three miles away. So there was Liz, a
girl from Kilmarnoch that I had just met for the first time that night,
and I, pushing our bogey away along to the building where the men were
employed in polishing bullets with black powder. After we had disgorged
our load of whatever it was, and were ready to leave, one of the men asked
if we would like a packet of the black powder to take home to our Mothers
to "polish the grate with". Apparently if the said black powder was mixed
with methylated spirits, it made a grand job of polishing a grate. So,
nothing loath we each accepted some powder, wrapped up inside some white
waxed paper, and I felt happy to be going to present something to my
Mother that she couldn’t get in the shops. I remember it was winter, and
the snow was lying thick on the ground, and I remember too, that I started
to get very apprehensive about having to smuggle it out of the factory. I
always was a "Big Fearty". But you see, at the end of a shift when you
were all going home, they had searchers waiting at the gates to search
you, and these ladies standing in their little boxes could pick you out at
random for what they called A DOUBLE SEARCH. I had hidden my packet of
black powder down my bra, but as I neared the gates I was suddenly
overcome with fear, and I dipped into my bra, pulling out the packet in
order to throw it away in the snow, and in my nervous yellow-bellied
haste, I managed to rip the wretched packet, and it spilled all down my
stomach. What a mess, and the searcher never even looked at me. My Mother
was mad at me. Mad angry at my underwear being spoiled because it never
washed out. Moreover, it was no use anyway for polishing grates. Liz told
me so, a few days later.
There were lots of hazards on the night shift — real
and imagined. The toilets were situated quite a long way from the huts,
and to visit them in the middle of the night, and in total darkness wasn’t
a very pleasant experience, especially as you were stumbling over tufty
grass growing on top of the sand dunes. These toilets were very primitive,
and they consisted of a pail inside a little hut. A rumour went round the
place that a girl had been attacked by a weasel on one of these forays,
and that it had clung on to her bare bottom with its wee sharp teeth until
they drew blood. Commonsense told us that this was hardly likely, but then
you thought there might be a modicum of truth in it, as weasels did run
about the place. There was a lot of wildlife in Ardeer. It was the only
place that I ever saw the cuckoo, a notoriously shy bird, and in there, I
saw several of them. My father told me that in his young days, they
employed game keepers to control the wildlife in the factory. And so I was
always very chary of using their makeshift toilets in the night, just in
case a weasel was lying in wait to spring up at a bare bottom.
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